Friday, December 4, 2009

You Say Potato, I Say Potatoe. (Or: This Is The Post Where I Meld Passion With The Passionate)

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After reading a rather infuriating interview today, featuring Cardinal Barragan (the Pope's former chief Health Care spokesman) stating blanketly and quite assuredly that "Transsexuals and homosexuals WILL NOT enter into the Kingdom of God, and I do not say this, but Saint Paul does"...well, I was more than prepared to blog my little heart out, railing against the organized monster that is currently being heralded as modern Catholicism. Normally, I attempt to keep this blog of mine as far away from polarizing religious content as possible, but over the past six months, the methodology these trusted, ordained, high-level Cardinals have utilized to twist Scripture and spew non-loving, non-accepting, anti-Jesus sentiments is simply unacceptable...and riles a repulsion and anger within me that begets my literary voice. Or more realistically, a blog post.

I just can't stand it. Not only is Barragan preaching the very essentials of hatred and intolerance, but the scripture he's referencing is vague, at best...and further perpetuates the myth that these very human and fallible clergyman are actually the living, breathing voice of God.

Anyway, I was all steamed and peeved, ready to unleash the beast, up until thirty minutes ago when I stumbled across one of the most amazing and utterly fascinating pictures of all time.
Yes, that is Tyra Banks, one of the most annoying and befuddling class-B celebrities to land her own daytime talk show, being assaulted by a couple of rabid Sesame Streeters. Of course, it goes without saying that I don't condone any serious type of sexual harassment, puppetry or otherwise...but if you look closely, Cookie Monster is totally grabbing a little piece toosh. And loving every minute of it.

If this snapshot teaches me anything, it sermonizes that tonight is simply not a night for keenly-placed anger. Tonight is a night for indulgence and extravagance, married only by a sense of euphoric, sensual exhilaration.

Now, if you will excuse me, I need to go find my girlfriend and show her what Cookie Monster just taught me.

Thursday, November 26, 2009

On Fighting The Good Fight

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These past couple of months, it seems I can't go anywhere without being bombarded by a series of harsh, dissenting opinions, each heavily critiquing the general purpose and overall integrity of the self-publishing Internet. The general argument is that with the advent of social medias, we as human beings can't help but plaster the web with an overabundance of our narcissism. Blogger. You Tube. Facebook. Twitter. It's all just a masturbatory tribute to our egos, an unbroken exercise in self-aggrandizing futility.
For the most part, these laments come from the technologically incompetent, those old stable horses that can't understand - let alone appreciate - the ides of change. The way information is communally traded over the Internet without restraint or qualification...well, it's a slap to those who've spent their entire lives believing that true legitimacy comes only when your idea is being backed by some organized, professional publication. Like a newspaper. Or paperback publisher. Or movie studio. Or record label.

Yet these past few months, its hasn't been the old or inexperienced who have been crying the loudest. For me, Autumn 2009 has been filled with an exponentially growing movement of casual Internet dwellers who are backlashing against the World Wide Web...and particularly the machines of social medias. These folk are different than the above complainers for they have directly experienced the transformative nature of the Web 2.0, enjoyed it as a novelty, and have now gotten bored and moved on. Palahniukian in nature, these voices hiss out one forceful Tyler Durden anthem in unison: You are not a beautiful and unique snowflake. You are the same decaying organic matter as everyone else, and we are all part of the same compost pile. Their notions are based in the fact that most of us are unimportant and irrelevant to advancing Earth's shared collective of creative thought...and as such, if most of us are inconsequential, is it really necessary to give ourselves blogs and twitter feeds just to hear ourselves talk?

In this much, I can't help but agree. There's nothing special here in this blog of mine, nothing engaging or relevant enough to substantially impact anyone, anywhere. This soapbox of mine is quite little and negligible...and there are plenty of other authors out there, whom when stacked up to me, can compose more compelling, well-written compositions in their sleep.
Yet for the past fortnight, I've been obsessed with Nichole 337 and her personalized YouTube channel, a showcase of dreadfully popular country and teen-pop songs, covered by Nichole herself. As you can probably tell from her various youtube clips scattered throughout this post, Nichole has none of the conventional attributes that make for a popular, engaging singer. Her voice is horridly tragic, matched only by the ferocity of her homeliness. She has no timing or scale...and features a mismatched pitch that, if harnessed correctly, could very likely kill a small pigeon mid-flight. Granted, the art of critique is a subjectively nominal beast, but I think we can all agree that Nichole is an obvious train wreck. She's an empty-bodied, singing disaster.

But that's not the point. The point isn't that Nichole is a bad singer. The point isn't that Nichole will never breach conventional music standards and win a Grammy. The point isn't that Nichole is irrelevant in the grand scheme of humanity's creative process. The point isn't that Nichole and her voice are not beautiful and unique snowflakes. Those statements are all very obvious...and understood by even Nichole herself when she states on her own channel: I sing for a hobby NOT a career.

The point I'm trying to make here is that Nichole truly IS the same decaying organic matter as everyone else. She's just another insignificant schmuck, practicing her passions and sharing it with the world in spite of its glaring frivolity and trifling unimportance.

Let's be real here. Odds are, regardless of our attempts to be memorable, in 200 years nobody will recall any of us as the individuals we are today. Odds are nobody will remember us, period. And all our private legacies that we plan to leave behind for the world to enjoy and debate? Well, unless we're a Hemingway, Einsten, or Joplin, all our hard-pressed merits will quickly blend into a sea of endless transmissions and ideas, indistinguishable from its peers and counterparts. Sure it sounds like a grim and depressing reality...but it's as true and faithful as humility itself.

The trick though is to rejoice regardless of these facts. The trick is to keep on singing.

Keep on singing. I think of that thought every time I go to Nichole's page, which has been quite often these past few days. I hear her godawful voice and it makes me smile, mainly because I realize that social medias are not a passing technology, but instead a nurturing field; a quaint and easily-accessible venue that makes it okay for us to be heard in this highly globalized world...despite our very apparent flaws and sense of averageness.

Life is not always about advancing society or making this world a better place. Sometimes life is simply about being. Being ourselves and sharing our lack of perfection with whomever is willing to listen. And it is in this concept and this concept alone why I am thankful for being alive and unimportant this Thanksgiving.

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Oh. My. Goodness.

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Dear Pop Culture Gods,

Honestly. Does it get any more acute than this?

I really don't think so.

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Race & Racism in The D: Part 4 - Who I Am Via What I'm Not

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We live in a strange and wondrously balanced world, filled with as much beauty and love as there is forced anger and unadulterated hatred.

A few days ago, I started a mini-blog series about Race & Racism. To Read my prior entries on the subject, please go here



Race shall forever confuse me.

I grew up the owner of two purebred Indian parents, both born and raised in India before immigrating to America in the early 1960's. For eighteen years, I'd the fullness of living in Livonia, Michigan, the whitest of all white suburban towns (96% of its 100,000+ population are Caucasian, while only .01% are Asian). A minority amongst even the minorities, I spent most of my post-adolescence drifting around Michigan and Colorado until 2005, when I ultimately found a sense of peace in the gritty backdrop of urban Detroit (where once again, out of nearly 1,000,000 citizens, less than one percent of them were Asian.)

Because there are not too many Asians running around the metro-Detroit area, everywhere I go, everywhere I've lived, my racial identity has been viewed as an unique sort of specialty; a novelty, at best. Even though there are not too many Suneil's here in Detroit, I'm still grouped into a box and classified...and then intently judged based on that classification. Laymen like to say my race is Indian, but for categorical reasons, the Western World has shoved me into the very ubiquitous “Asian” label. Anyone from Bangladesh, Cambodia, China, India, Japan, Korea, Malaysia, Pakistan, the Philippine Islands, Sri Lanka, Thailand, and even Vietnam is an Asian...which confuses me even further, seeing I've been to both Thailand and India...and there are little-to-no shared traits either of those countries share.

I think I don't understand race mainly because it isn't clearly definable. For years, post-modernists have freely argued the defining characteristics of race...and I've still yet to get a straight awnser. What makes an Asian man “Asian”? What makes me, Suneil Singh, an Asian? It surely isn't based on any phenotypic or genotypic traits. Is it because my parents are from Asia? That sounds like a poor reason to be part of any race, let alone propagate a myth.


It becomes even more confusing when you throw in social misjudgments and misperceptions. My physical attributes don't easily prove my race...and while living in Detroit, I've had people assume I was African, Middle Eastern, Caucasian, and even Hispanic. Whenever people guess incorrectly, I shrug my shoulders and think to myself Keep guessing. This game is so useful to you getting to know me.

I own this old, affable dog named Smokey. When folk meet Smokey for the first time, they normally ask me what type of dog he is. I reply that he's a lazy and smelly pooch, a mutt whose need for attention and trash is so overpowering that there's little one can do but come to accept Smokey for who he is. Most people aren't content with my response and counter with no, but what TYPE of dog is he?

Dude, I just told you what type of dog he was. Are you really going to be enlightened by the knowledge that he's a Malamute Mix? Is that going to physically change any aspect of him whatsoever? Is it even going to change your interpretation of him? He's forevermore going to be lazy and smelly, regardless of labels. He is what he is.

Race is not real by fact. The only reason its still alive today is because we breathe life into it and give it importance. And sadly, that itself begs the question: will we ever not be totally and completely obsessed with our racial origins?

I'm not Asian nor do I even understand what it means to be part of that race. Does Asian mean I like ice cream? Does it mean I like going to the bars? Does Asian mean that I've a wicked sense of humor? Does it mean, I'm well-read? What can you possibly learn from categorizing me as an Asian? My race doesn't give me any comfort or enlightenment. Does it give you anything?

If you want to get to know me, ask me a real question. If you want to criticize me as a human being then criticize me on something that exists. Make me feel it. Talk to me about something that matters. Talk to me about me.

Friday, October 2, 2009

Race & Racism In the D: Part 3 - The Conversation

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We live in a strange and wondrously balanced world, filled with as much beauty and love as there is forced anger and unadulterated hatred.

A few days ago, I started a mini-blog series about Race & Racism. Part 1 dealt with a Detroit blogger, Push Nevhada and his historically-based experiences writing about the Black Bottom, or the Eastside of Detroit. (To read it, go here.) Part 2 dealt with my Black Bottom experiences (to read that go here). Part 3 deals with Push and my interaction.


For someone like Push, a man who wrote such an engaging and thoughtful piece on the Black Bottom, it strikes me as alarming that the below conversation came to pass...and more importantly, that it denigrated into name calling with such speed and haste. It all really just started with a simple, innocent comment:

White Collar Boy (Me): Interesting take. For over two years, I worked at a Black-run community center in the middle of the Black Bottom. It was sadly as corrupt and unnecessary to the resurgence of that neighborhood as the Lafayette Park initiative.

I wonder what you, the reader, infers about my comment. Is it harmful? Is it offensive? What do you think?

Here's Push's reply, sent to me privately via e-mail.

Push Nevahda: So, there are no Indian-run community centers that are corrupt, and/or in sad state of affairs, Mr. White Boy? There is absolutely no corruption, despair, and sadness among YOUR people in INDIAN communities, Mr. White Boy? Indians are perfect human beings who govern perfect communities? Calcutta is not one of the most impoverished, neglected, diseased, places on the planet? Why did you feel the need to racialize your comment (by stating that the community center was "black-run")? What was the point in that? So, black resurgence is "unnecessary as the Lafayette Park intiative"? How so?

Whoa. So regardless of intent, I definitely struck a sensitive chord. Here was my response, trying to salvage the discussion.

White Collar Boy (Me): Some observations, none of them made out of anger:

  • Why didn't you post your response to me as a blog comment instead of directly e-mailing me? We could've had some rather enlightening discourse in front of everyone. Instead you made this very one-on-one.
  • Why did you call me Mr. White Boy instead of Mr. White Collar Boy?
  • Why did you immediately take a hugely defensive stance to my two sentence comment? It wasn't made to offend, which begs the follow-up question...when reading it, did you ever consider that I wasn't trying to offend or start a negatively-laced argument?
  • This one is just more for me than anything else...was your e-mail to me an immediate reaction to reading my comment...or was it something timed and carefully written out?
Let me explain my perspective: You or someone you know sent me a friend request on facebook. I normally don't accept friend requests from strangers...but when I looked at your profile, I noticed we shared some same interests...so I actually took the time to check out your YouTube videos, your main website, and then your blog. Your blog entry on the Black Bottom was interesting and insightful.

For me, blogs are normally one-way mediums for the author to share their experiences/information on a topic. If the author allows blog comments, he/she is freely eliciting personal responses from the general public based on that particular topic. I have very specific experiences that came from me working to help better the Black Bottom community. Over two years, I raised over two million dollars for that community...and it was wholly frustrating to watch as my coworkers greed, alcoholism, and general disdain for the community they promised to serve overtook why we were all working there in the first place. It was a horrible time in my life, and I came out of the experience feeling like I'd accomplished nearly nothing...and maybe even more importantly, that I'd lost two years of my life. Two years where I would've been doing something better for the city.

That's my experience. You can get angry at my experience. You can try to diminish my experience by explaining the deficiencies of other culture's. All that is mute though, because my experience is true. It's not based on myth or falsehoods. You'll never be able to prove my experience wrong because it's mine and I know for a fact that it actually happened.

Lastly, I contextualized my comment as a "black-run" center because:
  • It was a black-run community center.
  • You had already racialized the discussion by referencing the positivity that pre-1950's black-run businesses had on the community.
  • You had already racialized the discussion by making a couple extremely indirect links to how arab and non-black businesses had taken over in the ruined and impoverished area.
  • I felt you never addressed all the facets of the 21st century, black-owned businesses and community centers.
I made the comment not to deride the notion of twenty-first century black-run businesses. (Remember, I actually raised money for one). I made the comment because outside of the individual pimp scenario you wrote about, I felt you didn't properly address the portion of black-run businesses/community centers that were poorly-run. The poverty pimps. I commented because you had left out MY experience, my perspective. This is an important discussion we're having here on misplaced frustration and misperception. I implore you to comment publicly on your blog with your first comment and then I'll post this one back. You should feel free to respond via another blog comment after I've posted mine. Hopefully, if your blog garners enough blog hits, people will grow to understand both our perspectives. In the end, that's what we're all trying to accomplish here, right?

Okay, now with all that being said to clarify my statement, do you think I meant harm or offense by it?

Push Nevahda: You're not looking for any enlightenment, Mr. White Boy. You and I both know that so I dont even wana play that game. You took one negative, inner-city experience, racialized, and allowed it to define your "experience" as well as an entire peoples - that is your implicit message. So, enough with the "enlightenment" joke. You never answered my questions so I wont bother with yours. I responded directly to your email rather than the blog because I wanted you to get my message immediately. As for me being angry, LOL!, typical "white boy"response whenever he's called on his bullshit, racist comments. And, since you call yourself "white boy", I called you on your anti-black statements - no matter how well cloaked you thought they were. Have a good day, Mr. White Boy.

I responded by posting all our back-and-forth comments on his blog...which promptly made him delete his entire post, I'm assuming out of fear that he didn't want his readers to see his more racially-insensitive side.

I don't really have a point to these last three blogs. They are what they...and at best, are meant to stimulate discussion or debate.

Tomorrow I'll touch on some of the finer points of this interaction and how race and racism has affected my life...but for now, I'll leave you all with the same question that prompted me to start these blogs in the first place:

Am I really that out of touch with popular culture? When did it become evil or bad to be White?

Thursday, October 1, 2009

Race & Racism In The D: Part 2 - My Two Years In The Black Bottom.

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We live in a strange and wondrously balanced world, filled with as much beauty and love as there is forced anger and unadulterated hatred.

Yesterday I started a mini-blog series about Race & Racism. Part 1 dealt with a Detroit blogger, Push Nehvada and his historically-based experiences writing about the Black Bottom, or the Eastside of Detroit. (To read it, go here.) Part 2 deals with my Black Bottom experiences.


In the winter of 2007, this blog of mine caught on fire. At the time, The Years Keep Passing Me By was being hosted on MySpace...and under the dimly lit spotlight of bad social networking, some highly-influential MySpacer decided to recommend my caustic sense of humor as essential reading. Actually, I don't know if that's true or not, but it's the only reason that makes sense, because literally overnight my readership skyrocketed. Like into the thousands. It was a pivotal moment in my blogging noncareer...and out of fear and confusion, I took that pivotal moment, cradled it in my hands for several hours, and then wholeheartedly rejected all my new found fame.

My rejection was full and carefully plotted out...and within ten days, I'd switched hosts, transferred my blog to Blogger.com, created a new web address, and restarted from scratch. I knew a large percentage of my newer readers weren't vested enough in my writing to actually make the transition with me...and as such, after switching sites, my blog went from a nerve-racking 2300+ hits per day down to a much more manageable 17.

I admit it, I took the easy road. I just couldn't handle all the responsibility that came with being a semi-semi-popular e-author. When your blog is being read, it means you're being watched. And trust me, when you're being watched, it means means BE VERY, VERY CAREFUL WITH WHAT YOU SAY. I simply didn't want to take on that kind of exposure, so I opted to leave it all behind on MySpace.

I don't regret that decision, not for a single second.

When my blog gained popularity, I was forced to make some stingy decisions regarding "being careful with that you say". I abhor treading lightly for the sake of treading lightly, but back in 2007, two subjects quickly rose to the top of the list as topics that deserved the respect of not being talked about negatively in public. One was my girlfriend, the other, my workplace. My thoughts were that both Melanie and Work demanded a sense of loyalty, loyalty surely broken if I ever referenced them on this blog in any degree of ill will. Especially with work. Back in '07, I'd taken on a significant role at a nonprofit located in the middle of the Black Bottom...and had literally sworn to uphold my CEO's vision of the organization. (Yes, literally. I earned my Ghetto Pass and all.) The mere notion of talking badly about my work came across as counterproductive...and as such, I felt my blog's subject matter needed to be adjusted.

As the months passed, the above ideology outgrew the confines of this blog...and the idea of keeping my mouth shut in public quickly became a personal motto. Protect and preserve at all costs. As witnessed in my more emo blog posts these past few months, not feeling the freedom to publicly express myself concerning my personal issues with Melanie heavily contributed to the growing rupture in our relationship, one that culminated in our break-up...but with work, I never spoke openly about how protecting and preserving at all costs completely disenfranchised me from my work ethic and overall mentally stability. Outside a few select friends, nobody knows about the two years of Hell I spent working at Franklin-Wright Settlements (FWS). My time spent there was embarrassing and undermining to any social cause...and even though I saw so much illegal and immoral activity being generated at FWS, I put the organization first and kept my mouth quiet. God before country, right?


It's extremely difficult discussing what happened over at FWS. I really don't even know where to begin. Essentially for the two years, I watched as my leaders bilked over $2,000,000 in donations and funding, running sub par programs and then falsifying documents/outcomes
so it would appear to look like FWS was operating flawlessly. In short, FWS lied...and out of fear and confusion that I wouldn't find gainful employment in an urban city with a 26% unemployment rate, I sat there with my head down and eyes shut as my bosses took the general public's hard earned money and squandered it through vices of greed, self-indulgence, and general corruption.

Seriously. None of our programs ever ran up to code. None of them. And nobody cared.

During my tenure at FWS I was ordered to fictionalize only one document, but it was a rather important report, one that has kept me from sleeping comfortably for these past three months. (i.e. Unless I'm intoxicated and pass out, I usually can't go longer than three-to-four hours without running into a nightmare or mini-panic attack). FWS should've
justifiably lost half a million dollars, half its operating budget, but I was informed to lie publicly for the good of the organization ("for the good of our jobs" as my CEO quaintly put it)...and so I not-so-blindly followed orders and helped scam the United Way out of a lot of money.

I remember that day quite clearly. On June 10th, 2009 I was ordered to fabricate lies...and on June 11th, I bulked up my resume and formulated the groundwork that transitioned me into my new job at the Girl Scouts. I just couldn't be a part of it all anymore. We were supposed to be helping...and instead we were stealing.

My time at Franklin-Wright is something I don't ever want to remember, but for the life of me, I can't seem to forget. My nightmares are constant and constantly overbearing, my guilt equally as overwhelming. Part of me wants to just shove all this darkness into a deep and well-secured closet, maybe move forward with my life...but alas, that's easier said than done. I got into this line of work because I heard a higher calling to help out the communities who needed it the most. In the end, I wasted two years of my life, party to a workforce that did exactly the opposite. It was a debilitating body blow, if ever there was one.

I'm hoping the leaves turn this Autumn...and that they turn quickly. I'm ecstatic to be currently working for an outstandingly, ethical nonprofit. I'm even more content working closely with a CEO who not only hears the same higher calling that I hear, but at many times, puts it above her own personal wants and desires. Yet even with all that, my experience with FWS has wholly disillusioned me to the system of nonprofits in general. I've seen the sadder sides of philanthropy first hand; the modern day Poverty Pimps and all their wicked, wicked ways. I'm secure in my faith that I don't work for the dark side anymore, but nonetheless, it's made me ever so cautious whenever I donate my money to a worthy cause. Nonprofits are as prone to malefaction and wrongdoing as for-profit corporations.

I can't relate my FWS experience to any other experience out there. It's far from the norm or standard...and I sincerely doubt I'll ever encounter such casual inequity in the workplace ever again. I do know that these experiences shall stand by my side, forever haunting me as I blaze my path through Southeast Michigan.

This is my two years in the Black Bottom.

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Race & Racism In The D: Part 1 - For The Love Of Detroit

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We live in a strange and wondrously balanced world, filled with as much beauty and love as there is forced anger and unadulterated hatred.

Last night, I received a Facebook friend request from a man who publishes Pushnevahda.com and the blog, pushnevahda.wordpress.com. Normally, I don't accept friend requests from complete strangers...but something about his Facebook page peeked my curiosity. Honestly, I think it had to do with all his well-placed literary quotes. We had the same taste in authors.

Pushs' compositions flourish with the prototypical urban-flare. Less than two paragraph's into any of his entries and one can immediately tell that Push wears the hipster vibe...and he wears it well. His tone is a little on the militant side, but not once does it affect his blog's content...which for the most part, is highlighted in shades of subjective personal truths. His reporting is accurate, his vision is beyond that of the average Detroiter. All in all, it was pretty good stuff...and as a friendly gesture, I commented on one of his blog entries last night. My comments, along with the entire post have now deleted...but like most intermediary bloggers out there, I don't think Push fully understands the intricacies of webpage cache's. Once you post, it's out there.

Below is Push's deleted post in its full entirety. I normally don't repost full blog entries on my own blog - especially one as lengthy as this one - but trust me, it serves as an amazing precursor to the obscurely stoned racism that easily permeates through the Internet these days. Read it. Part 2 will get better, I guarantee...

BLACK BOTTOM - A PARADISE LOST
During a recent visit to Detroit, en route to Wayne State University campus to conduct a series of research at Burton Historical Collection at Detroit Public Library, and the Walter RuetherGratiot, towards downtown, past the I-75 South entrance ramp, it was difficult for me to believe that I was in fact driving through an area that was once a thriving, energetic, and prosperous community of black folks, called Black Bottom.

After I had finally reached my new destination: Lafayette and St. Aubin, I sat in my car, transfixed at the grotesque and dreary scenario that grabbed my attention. I stared at the decay and ruble as the listless and transient human zombies floated by, some peering into my car as though I might possibly have the key to the gate that conceals them within the terror and madness of their wretched and feeble existence…their so-called community…their ‘hood. As I sat in my car, ashamed at what had become of this place, pondering my next move, afraid as I gazed about the wasted land, abandoned buildings, and misery-for-sale, I began to drift in and out of a Twilight Zone-like dimension, seemingly caught between those two cruel and deceptive moments called yesterday and yesteryear, as I tried to figure out what had happened to this area of Detroit that once boasted a dynamic and vibrant community of hope, promise, and potential. Labor and Urban Archives, I delayed my appointment for a detour toward the area once known as Black Bottom, the topic of my research. As I drove east on

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Aloud thud on my front passenger-side window jerked me front my daze: “What you lookin’ fo, man?” You lookin’ fo some bud, crack, pussy, what?” I hesitated to roll down the window and answer, “I’m fine, thank you.” Seemingly agitated with my response he left abruptly. Somewhat befuddled, I remembered why I had come to this place, and reached in to my back-pack and wrestled out a copy of Richard Bak’s book, Turkey Stearnes And The Detroit Stars and quickly turned to page 100 to see if I could discern the picture of Lafayette and St. Aubin in 1925 from the frightening and horrible panorama which stared at me from the other side of my windshield. I was disappointed at what I saw. There were no more black-owned businesses along the once festive St. Aubin Street; and the neatly kept, two and four-family homes that once were the pride of many black homeowners, had become weathered and beaten with time and neglect. Mostly neglect.

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Gone is the sense of belonging and being, of family, community, and togetherness that many former Black Bottom and St. Aubin Street residents remember. Former resident, Helen NuttallLatzman Moon’s Untold Tales, Unsung Heroes: An Oral History of Detroit’s African American Community, 1918-1967, recalls the area as a community where “people trusted each other…It was home to me; it was safe.” But today, Brown’s recollection only falters in the view of the St. Aubin area, today. The sanctuary and security that Brown had known has long since vanished and poverty-bred crime, drugs, and violence has now become a way-of-life for the people in this neighborhood. Brown, in Elaine

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Here I sat confronted with the larger context of Detroit’s current crisis: a post-industrial city burdened with dilapidated buildings, burned out and neglected neighborhoods, divested and invisible politicians; disenchanted and complacent teachers transplanted in an ineffective school system shot through with complicity, and duplicity, with corrupt and rapacious managers all situated amidst crumbled, frayed, and broken communities preoccupied with crime, underemployment, poverty, death, disease, and despair. As I digested the stench and filth of this steadily collapsing industrial city, over run with storefront churches, rib-shacks, chicken joints, liquors marts, and several Arab-owned convenience stores that cash welfare and income tax-return checks, I wondered what it would mean to the “bud, crack, [and] pussy” salesman, who earlier had rapped on my car window, to know that once-upon-a-time, at its apogee, Black folks in this particular enclave of Detroit had built a vibrant community of black-owned businesses, institutions of self-help, social organizations, and a strong ethnic economy. I wondered how the dope-dealer might have reacted if I were to tell him that – back in the day – if he had been on these very streets, selling “bud, crack, [and] pussy,” he would have gotten his ass kicked good and hard by Officer Ben Turpin Henderson – a big, black, bad, mean son-of-a-bitch – hired by the local precinct for the sole purpose of kicking the ass of Black Bottom’s undesirables, misfits, roustabouts, and knuckleheads. It troubled me that he may never care to know that the very corner where he had made a career of dope-pushing and sex-pandering, had once been a thriving and prosperous thoroughfare of black happenings and doings. For him, I realized, such a tale might be nothing more than a flight of fancy. Perhaps my own, even.

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The death knell, it seems, was struck by urban renewal, which transformed Black Bottom into Lafayette Park. As early as 1941 Mayor Edward Jeffries’ blight committee had sealed the fate of Black Bottom and Paradise Valley. The 1943 riots would only provide reason and logic for what was to come. The Chrysler Freeway took Hastings. Stroh’s took over St. Antoine. Hudson’s took Brush and Beaubien. It seemed like the Berlin Conference. Some say it was a White man’s conspiracy to break the power and solidity of the Black man’s community. Some residents jokingly called urban renewal “Negro removal.” And when one considers these claims, from an historical perspective, it is plausible. Many believe that possibly all of the above factored into the inevitable end of Black Bottom.

In reality, Mayor Edward Jeffries and the Detroit City Plan Commission in 1946 had destroyed a community. Black Bottom and Paradise Valley were devastated by highway construction. The Oakland-Hastings (later Chrysler) Freeway barreled through these former Black enclaves like Hitler did Poland. The Hastings Street commercial district in Paradise Valley felled many of Detroit’s most prominent Black institutions, from jazz clubs to the St. Antoine branch of the YMCA. The John C. Lodge Freeway ripped through the increasingly Black area around Twelfth Street, and Highland Park like Mussolini did Ethiopia. It seemed as though a crime had been committed.

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The aftermath was not much more than a “‘no man’s land’ of deterioration and abandonment,” said Thomas Sugrue, author of The Origins of Urban Crisis. For 10 years after Jeffries Detroit Plan, Black Bottom lay dormant and the city did nothing to help business owners or Black residents to relocate. Shopkeepers had no real reason to invest in improvements, as condemned buildings were buried under asphalt and cement. According to Sugrue, by 1950, 423 residences, 109 businesses, 22 manufacturing plants, and 93 vacant lots had been condemned for the first three-mile stretch of the Lodge Freeway from Jefferson to Pallister. The Michigan Chronicle’s 1951 front-page story, “Progress Has Been Rapid for Negroes in Motor City,” seemed propagandist, at best. By 1958, the Lodge Freeway displaced 2,222 buildings. Destruction continued to make way for the Edsel Ford Expressway with the demolition of approximately more 2,800 buildings. White homeowners were successfully relocated, while most Blacks were left out in the cold.

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Eventually, homes and businesses were replaced with apartments and townhouses such as those in Lafayette Park, which many of the former residents couldn’t afford. The rise of new office buildings, the development of a large network of expressways whimsically cut through what was once a testament of Black socio-economic success. Some thought this fleecing of the Black community to be an aura of prosperity while those folk whom were suffering the sting of displacement and obstruction saw it differently. Many people simply did not have money to rent a $75.00 house with no heat. Many felt pain and frustration at the senselessness of moving from their homes, for the purpose of highway construction. Perhaps it would have been so much nicer to build places for people to live in than a highway, which ultimately put people in the street. In the process, Paradise Valley was obliterated, and the Black ghetto simply moved to the Twelfth Street area. Middle-class Blacks moved to the more prominent neighborhoods of La Salle Boulevard, Chicago Boulevard, Boston-Edison, and Arden Park. Black Bottom was gone. Paradise Valley was gone.

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Perhaps Black Bottom had served its purpose. Black Bottom evolved out of segregation and housing discrimination. Legal deed restrictions prevented Black folk from living amidst reluctant Whites, and automatically transferred Blacks to the area previously occupied by Greek, Italian, and Polish immigrants. As a matter of course, these groups eventually moved to establish communities away from Black Bottom, leaving Blacks to shape and mold their meager existence into a vibrant and self-sustaining community. With the help of the Detroit Urban League, Black southerners migrated to Black Bottom and made a life for themselves and their family. The Detroit Urban League forged alliances with other White and Black institutions to help transform Black Bottom into a decent community.

By the late 1950’s, desegregation offered Blacks the opportunity to spend their money at White businesses. Hastings Street, once a thriving and often crowded thoroughfare of Black-owned business, clubs, etc., was nothing more than rubble, dismay, and memories. The poor Black folk living in Black Bottom could not afford to protest against urban renewal. And the ones who didIdlewild. have the wealth, clout and might to wage war against the machines of such urban disruption, packed their bags and headed to even loftier retreats, neighborhoods, and getaways. Some headed to the popular northern resort,

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As many of Black Bottom’s cultural landmarks fell into mounds of ruble and debris, city officials continued to turn former Black homes and businesses into vacant lots. Black folk were devastated. Some were left homeless. Some would say that stringent racism and segregation made Black Bottom and Paradise Valley, and integration destroyed it. In his memoirs, former Black Bottom resident and entrepreneur, Sunnie Wilson wrote that, “just like other cities around the country that sought to rid themselves of run-down Black neighborhoods, the take over of Paradise Valley could not be stopped. That’s been the White man’s philosophy – to move in, move the people out, and let the property sit vacant. Whether this is true or not, the tight-knit community – Black Bottom – that once boasted the grand example of human will, courage, endurance, and strength – under constant pressure – is gone. The most efficient Black prominent social and cultural Mecca that Black folk could ever claim with a real sense of pride and joy – Paradise Valley – is gone.